Before I die I want to…

…pay off my student loan and burn the letter

…spend a whole sunday in regent's park doing nothing

…call my mum just to talk

…finish my degree (eventually)

…say no when i mean no

…see a fox on every street in N1

…stop pretending to like things i don't

…see the northern lights with someone i love

…Be in love again

…Suite 448

…marry my french boyfriend

…sing karaoke without dying inside

…write that letter to my old teacher

…have one proper conversation with my mum

…stop checking my phone in bed

…open a tiny bookshop in deptford

…learn one card trick well

…walk the entire thames path in one go

…be the first one to text

…stop performing being okay

…ride the night bus to the sea

…let myself rest without guilt

…swim with all my clothes on at least once

…meet a famous person in a tesco

…swim in the heath ponds in december

…learn to whistle properly

…try every kebab shop on green lanes

…ride every line on the tube in one day

…finally use my library card

…write the book i keep putting off