pay off my student loan and burn the letter
let myself rest without guilt
watch the sunrise from primrose hill in winter
learn to whistle properly
make peace with dad
spend a whole sunday in regent's park doing nothing
get a proper pint in every borough
tell the upstairs neighbour i love their music
marry my french boyfriend
get the perfect sourdough
be wrong out loud
swim with all my clothes on at least once
have one proper conversation with my mum
speak french well enough to argue in it
stop checking my phone in bed
name a pigeon and stick with it
ride every line on the tube in one day
forgive my brother
love my body before i'm old
have a baby. one day. maybe.
sleep under the stars on hampstead heath
adopt a rescue dog
walk the entire thames path in one go
write that letter to my old teacher
see the northern lights with someone i love
stop performing being okay
see a fox on every street in N1
swim in the heath ponds in december
stop being scared of the small stuff
finish my degree (eventually)